Wednesday, October 29, 2008
(:
So I heard some things.... about promotional status and it sure makes me happy.
I think. I'm am not saying that I know my promotional stat okay. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I'm sorry mum, for being rude this morning. It was 7 in the morning, I was tired.
Anyways, I had the most boooooooooooooooooooooooring morning and afternoon. Went back for the obs thingy..... Jerlynn will/ shall adapt to the heat in Singapore. I hope I'll have fun. Hmmm and I will dare to jump/play/climb/pee. *note to my Abba, please let there be no bugs. Thank you Abba. Crap! I'm not in the same OBS group as mudpie and Ms Eunice. Us is going to gt separated):
It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR! It's TMR!
So............................................ I should go study for chinese As. *note keyword SHOULD.
And start practicing for OP(: heh... it coming to an end soon. All I can say is PRAISE JESUS!
My life in J1 is coming to an end soon. heh....... I wonder how that feels.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Jesus daddy, I hate the way things are going now. I hate it that everytime I study hard, it is not hard enough. I hate that I don't look forward to getting my results back. I hate that I don't perform. "Some people are not made to study" am I the some? I sure hope not. It really hurts that people are improving my leaps and bounds, but I, (beloved of Jesus Christ, daughter of the One who died to give her everything) I... I don't know what on Earth.
Yeah, I know leave everything to you...everything will work out in due time, that you have everything planned for me... everything will be fine... that you love me to give me everything... I don't know what else peole will say to comfort me once they know how badly I messed up my promos. I dont want comfort, I just want everything to turn out right.
JESUS BUT THIS IS JUST NOT RIGHT. NOT RIGHT.. NOT ONE BLOOD BIT RIGHT.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Everything happens for a reason. What reason, I can't quite figure out yet.
Anyways, I had one of the most "exciting" day yesterday. I sprained my ankle. It looks like pigs trotters now all swollen and odd-looking. Anyways, the reason why I fell was because we (08s02) wanted to take a jumping photo at the grandstand and I jumped and feel on the ball of my left ankle. Freaking smart right? So I had to walk around school with the coolest limp ever!
Okay so Cass was right, I shld have used cold compress... but i didn't. Waited till my mum got back, it hurt so so much that i almost vomitted eating. So we went to the doctors and her referred me to the hospital. We went to NUH(smart choice, I know). I was there from 8 to 11pm. I got an mc at 11pm for the 21st and 22nd of the month. So, what the loveable creature right? I was on mc for like half and hour of ytd? so EXCITING.
I ponned school today, but went back to get my results. crap. I'm feeling so numb already. I don't want to care, Jesus please. It seems as if my hard(studying) doesn't seem to be "hard" enough for exams. Hmmm, maybe I shld study soft?
I am feeling a lot better now, a little disappointed but it's okay. Jesus you love me, nothing bad can come my way. So if everything is in your hands, why worry? Just smile and bounce back.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Arrow was brill(: Pastor Gab preached today. Going to do so of my own bible study later before I sleep. This is like sooooooooooooo exciting(:
Had dinner with my CG+another CG today(((((: It was super fun. HAHAHAHA
I shall play a little game then go read the bible already hehheh!!! Jer, be ready to be blessed((:
Friday, October 17, 2008
I sincerely have nothing to say.
Life's great, when there's Jesus.
Chinese A's are approaching soon, I don't ask for much.
An E will be enough, really!
Yeah, I know don't limit God and all, but....
I'll study? Study as 'much' as I can?
I really dislike compo/ compre, both english and chinese alike.
Chinese=> I've got tonnes to write on the topic, but because of my inability to express myself and the limited vocabulary I have, I always end up missing the point by a whole mile. This irks me like crazy.
English=> basically, I'm not the writing kind. So, just don't like lah!
For the past week/s(actually only two lah) the first thought of the day has been the same: "Jer, I can't wait to sleep tonight!" How pathetic right? WRONG!!!! He gives His beloved sleep/rest( i cant remember). HAHAHA okay..that's not really in the correct context lah.
Arrow tomorrow. Seriously, my life is all about school home church. HAHA none of which I really dislike or anything...
hmmm....school.....................
that's in the grey area...
Monday, October 06, 2008
It's back to the mad rush of finishing up our WR. Today isn't as bad at the other times I was dong it, today it feels like group work. Everyone's chipping in to do their bit and everyone elses bit, which is great(:
Abba Daddy,
I'm not going to stay up any later then 11:30 pm, I will be done by then. This can only be done because of who you are, what you've done 2000 years ago. You went outside time, Abba thank you for stretching time for me. Thank you for being the one who spots all the mistakes. Thank you for being the one who types everything(: LOVE YOU ABBA(:
Saturday, October 04, 2008
I HAD FUN TODAY! Shopping with Le was a blast! Although we shopped around the most boring places in town... still I had fun. The cheese hotdog was yummy...cheesy cheesy cheesy! As usual ARROW was brilliant (duh!). Guess what I didn't bring cash, so I could not makan makan with my CG. Le was whining asking me to stay HAHAHAHA oh mans she's crazy!!!
Saw all my besties except Denise.... FINALLY!!! I MISS NICOLA KOH& ALIBABABE((: We should all hang out soon. Sit somewhere and talk talk talk talk talk.............
HCI's open house is on friday(: HAHAHAHAHA random I know!
Dear Abba,
OH MY TIAN!!!!! yeah, only yooooou know why. This so cannot be happening... TSK.
LOVE ME((:
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
HELLO. I'VE GOT SCHOOL TOMORROW. SHIT. SOME LAME GAMES DAY THING. I DON'T WANT TO JOIN GAMES, CAUSE I SUCK AT IT. I HATE DOING THINGS I SUCK AT. HURRAY!
JERLYNN JUST WANTS TO BE HAPPY AGAIN. Just like what I'm taught in school. Happiness is elusive, hard to get. Champagne wishes and caviar dreams.
The Dead Sea, where water enters and never leaves. That pretty much sums up how I feel today.